"They" said...(A Letter to Melody)

-I shouldn't even be here. Didn't think Nana could have kids, and I am the oldest of 3 big-head ones. 😄
-Your daddy and I weren't meant to be...too young, and too sprung...now dont get me wrong, there are some things neither one of us shouldn't have done (i'll have to tell you about that waaayyyy later 😳...) but on July 10, 2010 after many breakups and fakeups, laughter, smiles and yes, tears...we came together before man and God and "what God has joined together, let NO MAN put asunder!"
-On October 31, 2011...5 weeks 6 days pregnant...you weren't visible and no heartbeat detected...😥sent your mommy to instant depression. 😰Couldn't understand how this could be happening...😭
but on the same night, had to change my mindframe..☺.Daddy was so strong for us, and friends and family (Uncle Bran, Terrance and Aunt Jess) came to the rescue...played Uno(i sucked pretty badly, but I got better with time. :-) and watched movies, most importantly, started praying...🙏 saying, "Lord not my will, but Your Will be done. Days later, I was  led to some scriptures (Isaiah 54 starting with verse 1 and Mark 5:41)
THIS JUST IN!!!
So I just realized that the 2 scriptures I was led to on that Monday, 11/7/2011  both had 5,4,1...hmm...and then I was reminded about the T.D.Jakes song that quotes both of those scriptures...which is CLEARLY confirmation that the Lord was speaking to me even then! The next day, 11/8/11, after being led to another O.B., (which was short- lived because she left to tend to her unborn twins earlier than expected)0...but she was definitely placed in my life for a short while for a reason...only met with her once!
GOD said...
-yes, you are pregnant....saw you on the monitor, heart beating strong and fast! I don't know if you were there all along or if God brought you back to me, but what I do know is that ONLY BY THE GRACE AND POWER OF GOD ARE WE HERE AT 33 WEEKS 2 DAYS WITH A TESTIMONY!!!! ITS SO AMAZING!!!!!


-Mommy